Been busy...

Been busy lately. Should make an update in the next few days. Will try to sum up my thoughts.

A qucik recap Feliz

Been busy for some time. Class for Master's already resumed and I'm busy with case analysis.

A quick recap

Feliz day 10 to 18

Same routine. Somehow 'm able to overcome the feeling of fatigue. I sleep when I can and somewhat regain streght.

Feliz day 19 to 20

Not feeling well. Had a cough. I thoght the effect of the medicine won't work or wore out but somehow it's still working.

Felz day 21

Recoverng from my cough. Overcome the fatigue feeling by resting and sleeping.

Feliz day 9

As usual, felt sleepy. I think I just need to be active and do something so that I won't feel sleepy.

A bit groggy but somewhat stable.

Better catch some sleep.

Feliz day 7 & 8

Day 7 went fine. Nothing unsual. No side effects felt, had a good night sleep.

Day 8 is a bit unusual. Felt sleepy in the morning even though I got enough sleep. There's instances Inshould get irritated but I don't felt the irritation. A bit dizzy at times at it passes by.

Feliz day 6

Almost normal. Still sleepy in the morning and felt somewhat fatigued. Overcame sleepiness in the afternoon; just did something.

So I need to be somewhat busy to not feel sleepy in the afternoon. I think if I eat more in the morning, might not feel sleepy. I dont know.

The good thing is that everything seems normal.

Feliz feliz feliz day 5

Hmmm...got a good night sleep. Just felt fatigued or sleepy during the mornings. Need to take a nap on the afternoon. Been dong that for 2 day already.

Hungry in the morning, but don't have an appetite in the evenings; though I still can eat. Not just feeling the drive to eat but I can still eat.

Everything almost seems normal.

Yeah, my face is back to being oily. Had some breakouts, hormones maybe.

That's all. I'll try to sleep early so that  won't get sleepy in the mornings.

Feliz's 4th day

Almost felt normal. My bed is the most comfortable place; feels so soft than before.

Still waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, but is able to go back to sleep easily.

Feliz day 3

Had a minor headache, bearable really. Made me feel more relaxed and made me feel my bed more softer than before. Had a good night sleep.

When I woke up, I still want to stay on bed longer. Not to mention I'm not able to notice when and how did I fall asleep. Out of the body experience maybe; my eyes are wide open but I feel like sleeping.

Also had a stiff neck; from lying in bed for a long time maybe.

Snappish~

Somehing almost or really made me irritated but if not for he meds, it's total melt down. Don't want to really test how will I handle things while I'm on meds. I'll just try to relax.

I also kept on telling myself to relax; like a reflex.

Second day with Feliz

Didn't have a headache which  somehow I expected. Had a good sleep; felt relax.

Nothing out of the ordinary.

First time sleeping with Feliz...

At first I was a bit hesitant, but yeah what would I loose anyway. Had a headache and felt drowsy. It's tolerable and bearable to I went to sleep. Woke up at around 2am, maybe hallucinating. My hallucinations are a bit ... hahaha. It's somewhat funny and didn't expect that.

In the morning I felt good. Was laughing even with some side jokes. A bit downside is that I feel sleepy in the afternoon, a side effect maybe. But all in all it was good.

Will continue and let's see what will the results be.

Contemplation...

So my grad school friends went out drinking last Saturday night as a celebration of our one year in grad school. Somewhat felt kind of sad because I'm not able to join them. I already went home in the afternoon last Saturday because I'm somewhat not in the mood and can't wait for them 'till 5pm. Went home around 1pm.

Decided to go to Cubao X to join W's amnesia night instead. Left the house around 5pm. Braced myself  driving and passing the traffic in Edsa. Arrived at Cubao X around 8pm, been driving for almost 3 hours.  Not used to go driving for 3 hours, my limit is 2 hours only.Got a scratch on my car. When I parked my car, I'm not able to estimate my turn and scratch the side of the car in the island besides my parking slot.

Was a bit "violent" that night, as to what they say. Drank vodka 7, 2 San Mig light, 1 Magnun beer and 1 Tanduay ice. Drunk; very often to happen. I didn't had dinner that time, just ordered siomai. Slept for I don't know, few minutes or few seconds. Had to barf twice! Not in the restroom but just on the side. Yuck, I know.

We went home at 2 pm. Arrived home safe and sound at 3pm minus the scratch on my car.

Maybe I'm just under the weather. For those things to happen.

Contemplating whether I should have waited 'till 5 pm and joined my grad school friends. Shouldn't got the scratch on my car and not became somewhat "violent" that night.

I'll just try to make it up with them with our next night out. When? I don't know. Maybe after mid terms or again, after our finals; which is after four months.

I just enjoyed the moment. That's all...

Decisions...let's make it easier...

As much as I want to make decisions, I'm slowing it down and it's so delayed. I'm still on the same ground and it's making a toll already. I should really decide. I'm giving myself until the end of this month whether or not I'll make this decision. It's somewhat a make or break but not that grand.

If I want to push myself forward a bit, I really should pursue it. Argh... it's really hard to make decisions. It's crucial and the timing really matters.

I really don't want to stress myself much but it's already hitting me.

Need to chill down a bit and who knows when would my worries disappear.

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My heart says go, but my money says no.Tough choices; are you ready to make them?

I can relate to it. It's actually my heart says yes but I'm not motivated to do it. Tough choices; when would I decide? I should make it to the point that I can enjoy what I'm doing and be what I really want.

For how long, I don't know. It's really tough. Let's just see.

And as to what my friends and I are saying: Enjoy the moment until it lasts.

Create post...

Here I go again, with my so ever random thoughts. Can't even collect my thoughts and be able to write a long well written blog post...

I feel nostalgic again and somehow I see this as a bad thing. It's just the middle of the term and I'm somewhat loosing motivation to do things. I might drag down my group mates and I don't even want to do that. I think I just need to let loose a bit or some more.

On other thoughts, it's already our fourth time doing the bowling fun game or what ever we want to call it. And somehow, we'll change the phase a bit and we'll add the drinking part after the games. hahaha Before, eating dinner and coffee is enough but I think we'll just put it to the next level and make it a drinking night.

I can't join their weekly drinking nights because of some consequences and stuffs but if it's planned for two weeks in advance I can't join and heck, 'm the one who is organizing the bowing events every month.

For a change, I'm somehow improving and changing because I can express myself and talk about things to other people compared to before that I just bottle it up.

I just look forward for the succeeding events and to meet with friends, hang out and talk about things.

Happy thoughts, good vibes and positive thinking.

Bullet points...

Went to play bowling alone at MOA. It was fun though I didn't score high. hahaha Somehow it was fun 'cause you can play at your own phase but it'll be much more fun if you play bowling with a lot of friends, especially if they are so giddy and excited.

While driving home, O-Town's All or Nothing payed. I really liked that song. It so classic and you'll just reminisce in an instant. I'm just emo at times. XD

Sometimes  hate it when the weather just changes uprightly. It makes me think of lots of things and makes me feel sad and emo. I just wonder over things, over spilled milk and my o so simple bucket lists.

I'm really contemplating of skipping Copy writing as one of my cognates. I have 4 choices in mind and I might exchange Advertising for Copy writing. I want to take copy writing to bring back my creative writing skills but I don't want to make it hard for me. Advertising is interesting also, plus my other 2 choices for cognates are inclined in the creatives and production side of marketing. So I think it's much more appropriate to skip copy writing.

I just hope that I can make up my mind and not worry much...

Dilemma...

I'm having this dilemma of what to post/publish here...

I don't travel, shopping for me is like a chore, don't go into food trips, don't watch movies that often, music is scarce in my vocabulary and my reading habits is kinda diminishing.

Is it because I'm currently taking my Master's degree? And yes, maybe I can write about something about my Master's and other aspirations in life.

Yes, I still have this long list of long term plans and it's still increasing. Don't know what to do first and can't even know what the future holds for me.

I'm still trying to believe that somehow and someday I can fulfill at least some of my dreams. I don't want to write it down because I might succumb n looking at it and feel sad because 'm still on the same ground.

And again. I still believe. That's what I can do.

Walang Haggan

I've been watching Walang Haggan seriously this couple of months and I do enjoy watching it. Nathan is really an interesting character; he suffers bi polar or split personality. He can be violent and in an instant he just smiles as if nothing happened.

This is from the episode yesterday, May 22, 2012. True, Paulo Avelino is really a great actor for being able to portray Nathan.

Overnight madness

May 18-19 @ Montecito Residential Resort, Newport City

Enjoyed the company of my friends. Great time with good friends and enjoying the day seemed to last a long time. A day and a half seemed to last like a week. We didn't do much but still we had a great time.

There will be a lot of next time. Time to enjoy and be happy.

Of blog post and everything...

I should really be posting here or else...Need to get back with my creative juices and form some creative f not just an ordinary blog post.

Looking at different blog sites, I can say that I really am far far away from them. I lack some motivation to write, lack some creative thinking to write, lacking of things to do so that I can blog it.

Now I'm thinking, should I pursue my plans? The logical answer is yes, go and pursue with my plans. I know it's too idealistic but well, and yeah I'll definitely try to do it.

determination...

courage...

compassion...

drive...

self esteem...

goals and long term plans...

Reminder...

Mild shampoo
Comb
A good facial wash
Lotion with SPF

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nice t shirt
polo shirt
new pair of underwear

Fun times...

Really had a great time with my Statistics group mates. The stress, the hours we spent from doing the final paper, the jokes and stories we shared. It was all great.

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Went to the mall alone, I'm such a loner! hahaha

I had my dinner at Sakae Sushi and ordered Tempura Ramen with Lychee shake.

There's a lot of foreign nationals when I'm having my dinner. Then there's two Asian guys seated near where I am eating. When the waitress approached them, they gesture or pointed at the Sushi buffet. Funny thing happened, I overheard the sort of conversation of the waitress and the two Asian guys.

Waitress: I'll just remind no left over please. (for the sushi buffet)
Two Asian guys: ???
Waitress: Bawal po magtira, ubusin po lahat ng kukunin [no left over, eat up all the ones you will get]
Two Asian guys: OK :D

They didn't understand English but they understood Tagalog. The other guy is trying to talk with the waitress with broken Tagalog. I just find it amusing.

The guy wearing the white polo shirt was the one who was talking with the waitress. I can't figure out what nationality are they. They are talking in an Asian language I'm not familiar with. It's not Japanese, Korean or Chinese. Not Vietnamese or Thai. Maybe a "province" language of their home country. When  left the restaurant, I saw that the other guy's shirt has a Korean flag print. Maybe they are Koreans.

I just find it amusing really that they can interact in broken Tagalog but not in English.

It's all coming back to me now...

I'm getting confused again if I really took the right path. Happiness or my hidden dream?

I'm not sure if I really want to make a decision as early as now. But if ever, I do hope that I can find happiness in what ever decisions I will make.

It's all coming back to me now...

The past aspirations...The past regrets...The past mistakes...The past angst...

Should all of them be just a past?

Let's talk about life...

"Let's talk about life and love..." Each passing day, I'm able to think of ideas. Hopefully I can organize it all and have a specific goal. Actually,  already had some strategies in mind, just taking time until I tell it.

And yeah, it's my birthday! Happy Birthday to me!!! Hahaha I almost forgot that  share the same birthday with Ollan(Joe 'd Mango).

Here's the March 13,2012 Joe 'd Mango Birthday episode. I'm happy that he's sharing his life to all of his followers/listeners.




Honestly, I really need to practice my creative writing, better be ready!

Part of things to do...

I'm trying to organize my thoughts.

This month(March) or the next(April), I'm going to present my business proposal. Somehow nervous and exicted. I want this to pursue honestly.

Will do my best!

Leap Day!

Today is a Leap Year! February 29,2012.

That's all...

Will try to make a decent entry later...

Irritation...

Just I thought that I won't be irritated easily this year and I look forward to it, it only lasted for a month.

Now, I'm easily irritated, I can't even wrap up some things.

Argh! I really hate this...

Full moon syndrome...

Had a good laugh with friends in the afternoon. Talked about life and other stuffs. Had fun.

Then...

I want a long bus ride going home so I decided just to commute. While going home, there nostalgia struck me. Felt a bit sad and a bit emotional. Yes, it's a full moon today. Up until now, I still don't want to relate my sad feeling for being a full moon day.

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My life is really boring. Just watched Phineas and Ferb in Disney Channel and Adventure Time in CArtoon Network.

Don't have a hobby. Really need to have one.

I just want to lay in my bed and just hug my pillow...

Full moon = Mood swings...

Just some random thoughts

(Overdue post) Thoughts about 2011

It was a year full of up's and down's, well mostly down's. Personal down's but it didn't matter that much. It was a turning point year for me. I am able to think about what I really want and the things I want to do for the future.

I already made some plans. Conceptual phase done, the materialization phase is next, then the application phase. I'm hoping this year, 2012, I can finish the materialization phase and be able to start on the first part of the application phase.

For this new year, I want to achieve more fulfillment in life, have satisfaction in what I have and put some excitement in my life.
Hoping for the best this year!