Contemplation...

So my grad school friends went out drinking last Saturday night as a celebration of our one year in grad school. Somewhat felt kind of sad because I'm not able to join them. I already went home in the afternoon last Saturday because I'm somewhat not in the mood and can't wait for them 'till 5pm. Went home around 1pm.

Decided to go to Cubao X to join W's amnesia night instead. Left the house around 5pm. Braced myself  driving and passing the traffic in Edsa. Arrived at Cubao X around 8pm, been driving for almost 3 hours.  Not used to go driving for 3 hours, my limit is 2 hours only.Got a scratch on my car. When I parked my car, I'm not able to estimate my turn and scratch the side of the car in the island besides my parking slot.

Was a bit "violent" that night, as to what they say. Drank vodka 7, 2 San Mig light, 1 Magnun beer and 1 Tanduay ice. Drunk; very often to happen. I didn't had dinner that time, just ordered siomai. Slept for I don't know, few minutes or few seconds. Had to barf twice! Not in the restroom but just on the side. Yuck, I know.

We went home at 2 pm. Arrived home safe and sound at 3pm minus the scratch on my car.

Maybe I'm just under the weather. For those things to happen.

Contemplating whether I should have waited 'till 5 pm and joined my grad school friends. Shouldn't got the scratch on my car and not became somewhat "violent" that night.

I'll just try to make it up with them with our next night out. When? I don't know. Maybe after mid terms or again, after our finals; which is after four months.

I just enjoyed the moment. That's all...

Decisions...let's make it easier...

As much as I want to make decisions, I'm slowing it down and it's so delayed. I'm still on the same ground and it's making a toll already. I should really decide. I'm giving myself until the end of this month whether or not I'll make this decision. It's somewhat a make or break but not that grand.

If I want to push myself forward a bit, I really should pursue it. Argh... it's really hard to make decisions. It's crucial and the timing really matters.

I really don't want to stress myself much but it's already hitting me.

Need to chill down a bit and who knows when would my worries disappear.

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My heart says go, but my money says no.Tough choices; are you ready to make them?

I can relate to it. It's actually my heart says yes but I'm not motivated to do it. Tough choices; when would I decide? I should make it to the point that I can enjoy what I'm doing and be what I really want.

For how long, I don't know. It's really tough. Let's just see.

And as to what my friends and I are saying: Enjoy the moment until it lasts.

Let's talk about life...

"Let's talk about life and love..." Each passing day, I'm able to think of ideas. Hopefully I can organize it all and have a specific goal. Actually,  already had some strategies in mind, just taking time until I tell it.

And yeah, it's my birthday! Happy Birthday to me!!! Hahaha I almost forgot that  share the same birthday with Ollan(Joe 'd Mango).

Here's the March 13,2012 Joe 'd Mango Birthday episode. I'm happy that he's sharing his life to all of his followers/listeners.




Honestly, I really need to practice my creative writing, better be ready!

Full moon syndrome...

Had a good laugh with friends in the afternoon. Talked about life and other stuffs. Had fun.

Then...

I want a long bus ride going home so I decided just to commute. While going home, there nostalgia struck me. Felt a bit sad and a bit emotional. Yes, it's a full moon today. Up until now, I still don't want to relate my sad feeling for being a full moon day.

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My life is really boring. Just watched Phineas and Ferb in Disney Channel and Adventure Time in CArtoon Network.

Don't have a hobby. Really need to have one.

I just want to lay in my bed and just hug my pillow...

Full moon = Mood swings...

Just some random thoughts

(Overdue post) Thoughts about 2011

It was a year full of up's and down's, well mostly down's. Personal down's but it didn't matter that much. It was a turning point year for me. I am able to think about what I really want and the things I want to do for the future.

I already made some plans. Conceptual phase done, the materialization phase is next, then the application phase. I'm hoping this year, 2012, I can finish the materialization phase and be able to start on the first part of the application phase.

For this new year, I want to achieve more fulfillment in life, have satisfaction in what I have and put some excitement in my life.
Hoping for the best this year!

First post...

Way back in college, I started blogging. Used Xanga, Multiply, Blogger and my current blog is livejournal. I'm still keeping my other accounts for the memories that I've put on it. The happy and sad moments in my life.

My livejournal account is focused on my fandom.I decided to make another public blog which I aim to keep and make an entry weekly or monthly. Daily posts might be too tiresome but I'll still try since I'm able to do that.

With regards to my first post, here's some random facts about me:

1. I'm sharing a big room with my 2 older brothers. My friend commented that it's like a boarding house.

2. I don't gain weight despite eating heavy meals. But now I'm trying to gain some weight. Still in the safe zone of being under weight and the ideal weight for my height.

3. I have a liking of eating nibble snacks like peanuts, green peas, water melon seed, squash seed, pistachio and a lot more.

4. I like eating dark chocolate and mint chocolate.

5. I really hate Math but I took up Engineering in college.

6. I'm a bit OCD myself. I have alcohol in an atomizer in my bag, wipe the spoon & fork and the plate before eating in a restaurant. I also fold the used up tissue instead of crumpling it.

7. I sleep with a blanket even if it's summer or hot.

8. I like eating blunt taste foods, hence my liking for Japanese foods. It doesn't have too much flavor.

10. I tired learning how to play the bamboo flute but my breathing is not that good.

11. I wrote several poems during high school but my creative writing lessen during college. Maybe because of technical writing skills took over my creative writing.

12. I tried writing a "novel" or a long story but due to my decreased creative writing skills, I'm having a hard time doing it.

13. I can stay inside the house for the whole day and not going out not even in our backyard or the garage.

14. My moodiness sometimes just kicks in making me annoyed most of the time.

16. I'm a quiet person. I'm not the type who is a conversation starter but I  can cruise thru with the conversation smoothly.

17. I have a habit of saving a file twice. I'm keeping the original then saving it again with another file name, that's why my documents folder is flooding.

18. I don't watch TV that much. I spend most of the time in front of the computer.

19. I'm a person who is hard to please. It's hard for me to like singers and actors.

20. I used to have acrophobia but riding a roller coaster make it disappeared.